well, lets start with xmas shpping. The season started great, was pretty loaded and i had a mental checklist on spending some quality dough on ma self aft incessantly tormenting myself with self-done pathetic pedicures. * needed skirt(s) * needed facial * needed pedi n manis * needed belt with butterfly buckle * needed jeans * needed shoes. right now, I've spent all my cash and bought nething of the above:( its unbelievable!!! i spent all my money on food+transport. thats crazy yo. but at least i got to spend quality time with the ones i love, and isnt that wad xmas is all abt?
marina square has got a revamp and its awesome!! cheap and chic. i was at ig's heaven gettin some gift wrappers fer ma mom when a coupla indian guys jus kept starin at me. that drove me ballistic and i jus stomped off. uh-huh. thats when i heard john stevens. right opp ig's heaven is ear2. it's this wonderful shop that operates pretty much like gramophone, only with better service, better goods and excellent taste in music. I thought they were playing a jazz number by some old-time crooner and went up to enquire, but it turned out to be john stevens-the guy frm american idol, fantasia season. red-haired. tall and lanky. got it?? like..I KNOW!!!!! who wld hav thought!! he's simply fantabulous. gotta go check him guys. im in love with his voice.
met eve earlier. love her to bits. planned on chillin out but ended up in McDonalds at tiong bahru due to time constraint. it was pretty cosy w nice comfy cushions. we're basically peas in a pod. we react simliarly and engage ourselves in nearly identical relationships. pretty peculiar eh? but if anyone can make any sense of the mess/es i get myself into, i guess its gotta be her, cus she gets herself in identical turmoils. haha. however,im nt in the best moods now:( had a shortcoming with him. yea. it was the first time any guy had ever raised his voice at me, like directly took me on. stunned me. i wasnt exactly fault-free but neither did i deserve that i sppse. i jus dint want him to die. and its gross. i cant stop him, its unfair, and neither do i want to or am able to stop him frm doin smthng he considers as entertainment. but seriously, ive nt come across a single person in my entire life who regard drinking as an activity. i jus CANT come to terms with that i hav no idea how i'm going to deal with it. rather stoic abt the entire issue tho. maybe problems begin when u end up caring too much for men. you should jus leave them as such i guess. if u wanna go ahead and ruin urself n possibly shortchange urself as a respectable dignified person, then, go ahead.
On the brightside, i've got 3 parties tmr:) thats another issue altogether. Once i think of going fer a party, he automatically comes to mind. i mean, i dun mind going alone. definitely. but, surely, i wld ask him along?! its jus weird that this feelin isnt mutual. perhaps perhaps only 1000 reasons i can conjure. but, im pushing all those aside. im nt gonna think too much or too deep into it. infact, im nt even gon think at all. cant believe i got all nerves fried when 10 mins aft i talked to him, i received a message. no, wasnt him. was stupid perv kai lun. but atleast he onli wished me a merry xmas.
yuck.
beetle juice is on. see you.
and so her story is told@ 9:34 AM
